Malam kawan. maaf gue jarang posting, karena lagi sibuknya ngurusin tugas yang menumpuk, tapi tidak bisa dipungkiri gue susah banget mau nulis dibuku kayak anak-anak sekarang yang disebut penulis diary, tapi semua itu kembali kepada diary tersebut. MUNGKIN SEMUA MENGANGGAP BLOG-KU GAK PENTING LAH, ALAY LAH DAN BLA-BLA. Tapi itu semua menjadi pemacu semangat dalam diri gue. let see that ! now, i'll tell you about my true story. that's LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP.
basicly gue paling anti berasa jauh sama pasangan..which mean i cant being so far with her..i wanna see her each day talk with her..say something sweets i mean like romantic talk and just wanna see her..tapi permasalahannya latar belakang dia gak menunjang itu smua..maksudnya dia belum bisa untuk seperti itu online each day talk each day dia juga sibuk dirumahnya yaitu berjarak kurang lebih 75km dari sini ..she took his master degree and need to finish that as soon as possible she said..she told me to believe her that hw just love me no one else and no matter how far she gonna find a way to see me..
PERMASALAHANNYA ADALAH GUE ADALAH TIPE ORANG PEMIKIR DAN SANGAT KHAWATIR SAMA ORANG LAIN AND SHE DIDNT LIKE THAT AT ALL!!
masalahnya gue mikir dia aja harus work hard for live there for pay anything and now she still have to think how to meet me..i dont force her to meet as soon as possible but she promise that at first and i just like terpengaruh ama kata-kata dia sehingga gue sendiri yang jadinya gak sabar mau ketemu dia..our relationship is not always romantic and beautiful..too much fighting too much arguement too much my weird words came out..
i already ask about to end up our relationship for 5times..and she still love me until now..okay gue jelasin gue minta putus karena beberapa alasan yang menurut gue dengan dia pacaran sama gue, dia nambah beban hidup dia..like think about more cost more spend money more hard work more jobs tapi gue gak nyangka dia lakuin itu smua dnegan tulus dan dia bilang klo dia uda bilang A dia akan lakuin A dan fight for it..
permintaan gue putus pertama dikarenakan mimpi dia yg aneh..she dream about my father rejection of her..so she come to shere meet my parents and father ask her to stay away from me and she say if that really happen she want to back to his place and live in forest like an animal cause she cant live without me..why i say end up?cause im scared that dream come true cause i cant hurt her..i just too love her..
second time ask for end up cause we argue about culture..ini masalah mendasar dan gue gak bisa bahas sangat detail karena ini rahasia..its really private dan pada akhirnya dia mengalah dari keras kepalanya dan gue pun melunak dan kita balik lagi..
third and fourth times cause i just too worry what she doing to spend that money to come see me..i dont want make my lover to be a hardworker cause wanna see me..forget rest forget eat and forget the other things..and also look at his background..what happen to her before..what she feel without me..i ask this cause i dont wanna hurt her..we dont know about future and im too scared to face the future..im scared im gonna hurt her..
dan yang kelima kalinya baru aja terjadi dan gue kembali ke pelukan dia..intinya masih sama soal jarak waktu uang kehidupan kesusahan perasaan..tapi gue inget satu hal yang disampein sama siapa gue lupa..quote yang bagus like this
If a guy love you and you love her and now youre in relationship and its a long distance relationship just keep believe and trust her about what she say what she do to make you happy cause she just want youre happy with her and when she still keep on this long distance relationship its mean shes a good guy cause a guy hard to be in long distance relationship
karena hal itulah gue berusaha memahami dia menerima perbedaan mengerti kondisi dia memahami kerja dia memahami jalan pikiran dia memahami kesusahan dia memahami semua yang dia rasakan dan lakukan..and one last sweet word she said that make me cant stay away from her was
"whatever i do whatever i feel i just think about you all day all night all of my breath..and when i say i love you it means only you my love and i relaly love you deeply..we need to be strong and im worry about you..youre my life so dont be sick and keep health for me..youre the only one that i love..believe me and i love you"
dan pada akhirnya ada kesimpulan
LDR TROUBLE? KINDA
PENGERTIAN? SANGAT AMAT DIPERLUKAN
TERBIASA DENGAN JARAK TROUBLE? YES REALLY REALLY
so guys inget yah kalo cewek masih bisa tahan kita juga harus support dia jangan ampek gak support..jangan bodoh kayak gue..
TAPI TERKADANG GUE SADAR BAHWA SEMUA ITU HANYA PROSES. SEKARANG GUE BERSYUKUR KEPADA TUHAN BAHWA GUE DIBERI ORANG YANG JAUH LEBIH BAIK DARINYA YAITU PACAR GUE YANG SEKARANG. SEMUA ITU HANYA KATA-KATA DARI MASA LALU ! YANG LEBIH PENTING GUE HARUS MEMBAHAGIAKAN ORANG DISAMPING GUE YANG MENCINTAI GUE DENGAN TULUS.
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